Easter

This weekend we went to my husband's parent's house to celebrate Easter.  I have been drained for the last few weeks so I have required additional napping. Yesterday, while at his parents place, I had a dream that my parents and my sister's family came over to spend Easter with us at the H's parent's house. I was really happy that both families were getting together. I was on the second floor looking out at and could see the driveway and people parking to come in. I talked to my sister and played with my nephew. Then all of the sudden I was at a bar in a small town in Nebraska. My ex- was having a party. I saw him from across the room. He was laughing and smiling with his friends, as I always remembered him to do. We exchanged pleasantries briefly. I saw people from work that we used to work with, that I haven't seen in years. We were in the bar at mid-day. The bar had stark white walls with expresso shelves and dark animal horns mounted randomly. I felt alone even though I was surrounded by all these people I used to know.